July 22, 2012
Today was an all right day. Better than the past two. Went to the chiropractor with my mom and got cracked a bunch of times. I had taco bell, a beefy 5 layer burrito and fiesta potato. I finally got my period after being 4 days late :P
Then I went grocery shopping and got some food with my parents. I bought some sleeping pills so I hope that I can sleep tonight. I’ve had 6 hours of sleep in 73 hours. So, please let me sleep tonight body.
My boyfriend remote controlled my PC today trying to get it so I can use the wiimote on my lap top but I have to have bluetooth apparently to do that ): And I don’t have that. Baw. Then his internet went out and I don’t really remember what I did after that. Then him and I cammed for a bit and I asked him some questions about his schizophrenia. Trying to understand him more, since I always blame myself when he gets distant but it’s a symptom of his disorder. Hm. Oh, I weigh 199 this morning again, yayyyy. Now to get back down to 181 again D: I can do it eventually. Okay, well I already took the sleeping pills and I’m starting to feel it in my head so good night everyone. I hope you had a good day.
Stay strong <3